Why do I feel like every day i'm "waiting" for something?  What am I waiting for?  I feel an impatience.  I feel a longing.  I feel like I'm anticipating something.  A change of some sort.  The feeling of anticipation makes me feel antsy, unsettled and anxious, and unsatisfied.  I shuffle papers and toys around, and then shuffle them again to a different spot.  I can't settle.  I long to settle. 

Ugh.

xo